and seeping
and peeling back
my layers
nephilim
too sad to be
beautiful
too beautiful
to be mine
it tells me
I am worth nothing
I am not
lovable
but detesting
is my domain
and I dwell here
buried
I am burned
by unwant
quicker than
any acid
I am scorched
by need
faster than
any poison
I am crippled
slung under the
weight
of a thousand
dirty hearts
reality
is a dark crutch
and I have found
lofty ideas
often strip
us down
the morning star
guides me
to my drowned
self
I am the sliver
buried in
your sex
I am worth
nothing
so much
as your hate
your indifference
your avoidance
this is a
place I have been before
I locked the doors
tossed the furniture
out the window
sat on the bare floor
and ripped myself
open
guts all over the
walls
a beating heart
still in my hand
ethereal
glowing
unreal
this land
so unreal
cast me out
demon
cast me down
hate me
spit me out
vomit me up
rip me apart
I am the eye
and I see you
the Scorpio moon
bound us
I burnt the hair
and found us
there
cast me out
I am your demon
in love for
eternity
and buried
under a hundred feet
of solid rock
I will never be right
and can only lust
like monsters do
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