Thursday, June 28, 2012

They Sold My Brain To Science

they split my head
neatly in two
and kept both halves
for themselves
they should have had
cleavers instead of hands

a million little points
of bright pain driven light
crept up inside my eyeballs
each jabbing a needle
into the center of my brain
with uncanny accruacy

I prefer large handfulls
of blue pills
over this havoc
electricity plays
on neurological pathways
like flapping geese on fire

I'd like the two halves
of my skull back
if you please
and some glue
to patch up the cracks
and some rubber bands
to hold the whole mess together

I mean they took Einstein's brain
and look what happened to him
pickled in a big gallon jar
with ancient thoughts beating against the glass
like trapped butterflies
and no little blue pills
to make it all go away

I would much rather keep my head
firmly affixed to my shoulders
and let rot do the rest
than spend an eternity
staring at distorted pinched faces
of complete strangers with little 'o's for mouths
behind two inches of formaldehyde and warped laboratory glass


Friday, June 22, 2012

Bramble Skin

naked view
straight here
down the alley way
where great flocks
of sparrows
dot the sky

sitting nude
at dawn
in my favorite chair
the sky
huge and vibrating
above me

they believe in me
with little warbles
and quiet nittering
I waste most my time
waiting for footsteps
on the doorway

my neighbors slumbering
one thin wall away
I see dawn coming
pink clouds
dipping to the feminine mounds
of rolling green mountians

I feel my legs open to the breeze
flowers tilting to warm wind
delicate vines
like fingers up the side of the wall
I see them twisting in the coming light

the brambles have my heart
with each darting bird
I am in a tree top
chasing bugs in the grass
I am naked as a jaybird
sleek as a hunting cat
and floating through the morning air

if you look up
for just a flashing second
you will see white skin
and blue feathers
slipping back in the window
flittering
forever lost to your trembling view
in the half light of this so near dawn

Monday, June 18, 2012

Whore

come
feed me
your silence

pursed lips
eyes shut
all the excuses
all sewn up

she was
the worst thing
that ever happened
to you

and you still
love her

don't act so
innocent

you say
fix me

you say
I'm looking
for the door

I say
those were jewels
in my eyes

before I drowned
the waste
time
and silence

pretty fingers
all the way
down my throat

plucking frayed wires
out like
worms
that day slipped

and I saw you go
with her
still vile under your tongue

I slipped under
swollen
whore to better men
than
you

and twice as gold
as any
burning
dawn


Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Eaters

I followed the God tail
Devil fingers and all
ripped in flesh
and dangling from teeth

quicksilver
I saw the post
lashed to the ground
and tilted head upon it

dripping down
crimson gore to chunks
caught up in little fingers
and eaten right away

with sprinting feet
twisted at the ankles
right off
painted the asphalt a sickly red

they come like packs
all howls and tongues
right up the side of your leg
peering into your eyes like windows

they eat noses around here
a sniffer to the dirt
I'm painted all black in mud
and carrying insects anyway

where's the Devil when you need him?
I followed that bouncing rump
and look where it got me
30 miles down and no way up

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

A Ceaseless Dream

my face pressed so hard
into the pillow
it left fabric lines
in my skin

I had shut my eyes
and bit the inside of my cheek
and hoped the moment
would not end

stars pressed against my eyelids
flesh hardened
found its way home
inside me

I knew what would come next
but I held out
futile hope
telling myself lies

telling myself smooth skin
already lost in the act
the movement
the play within plays

my knees gave out first
I wandered about the floor
tipping toes upon cold tile
footfalls in the forests of my mind

the beauty of sharp metal
pressed up against white skin
the droplets so crimson
welling up like jewels

and the penetration of emotion
was the lie
the flesh still here
still able to feel but cold

I saw his eyes as he slipped down the staircase
I saw the devil follow close behind
and with every pointed finger I had left
I carved those dreams out of my mind